First Weekend in November

What a weekend, I wont spend a lot of time on the drama, but there was lots. Everything is better now, but it has a possibility of getting bad. I suppose that is what happens sometimes. After lots of prayer, pondering, soul-searching, etc., I have decided that I will just do my best and take solace in knowing I have done absolutely whatever I could to give my children and my husband what they need and tried my best to give them what they want as well. I have remained true to the things I know I should and really, that is all that matters. Knowing that, and then letting go of the darkness allowed for Matt, Asher and I to have a wonderful Sunday. It was stake conference- which is over an hour away and 2 hours long (so fun with Asher), but you know- we just hung out in the nursery with the other toddlers and took turns listening to talks. It worked out just fine. It was good to see so many of my friends and feel good about us, as a family.

On the way home, we took some pictures. Thank goodness for the inclination to grab the camera and that it has a self-timer.

Matt and I- getting this picture was an adventure!

Getting this picture was way, WAY more of an adventure.

I am loved,  I am so grateful.  When I stop and really think about it, I know for sure, all I ever really wanted in life- the things I want most and the only things that matter- I have.  How lucky am I?!