I have asked for help, and really made myself vulnerable.
I am scared.
I don't like life-changes as much as I used to. I like familiar, but familiar is becoming impossible.
Like. REALLY. Impossible.
God. I have been thinking about you a lot. I am willing to go all-in, but I am going to have to take charge and set up boundaries. I am not going to be acted upon anymore. Are you up for that?
Please get back to me. If you are in, I am too.
I cleaned my garage today. Made my prop shop all nice and pretty. I also opened my cedar chest and found these PERFECT photos. Look at us. Look at my brothers. l love them. I MUST see them in 2013. I miss them.
So much of my life has been dedicated to protecting them. They are precious.... even if they ARE all grown-up now.
This week, we got a box from a friend with amazing groceries. Honey-baked ham, and all sorts of "fixings." I know that was pricey. I wanted to order one for Asher's blessing in 2008, but it was way too much. This was shipped with all sorts of delicious treats. I am so grateful. My family is eating very well.
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