Monday, April 21, 2014

Easter and Spring

Sometimes, I feel like a real adult. Wild, right? I am 37, and often feel like a slightly more knowledgeable college student... probably because it feels like I have been in college since 1995. The students all stay the same age, but I am getting older. Sometimes I feel that. I took a group of brilliant students to Phage Phair in Williamsburg. It was truly just a fantastic experience for all of us. They did a PHENOMENAL job presenting, and even did so in front of **THE** phage scientist, Graham Hatfull. They were very star-struck, for sure.
In the giant van
 

Graham sat next to my students

The JMU group


The next day, I had a family photo shoot.  The skies were a little gray, but I tell ya, that is when I get the BEST images.

We saw the most gorgeous flowers.  Asher had a ball exploring with me while we waited at the arboretum.

Asher looking for frogs

Gorgeous flowers in the arboretum

such a sweet family
 

THEN, it was Easter.  We did not do church.  Funny how leaving a cult really messes with one's comfortablility with church.  I literally feel panic in church now.  It has been quite well-documented, actually, that PTSD happens to people like me. It explains a lot.

I still like the idea of remembering we are redeemable after making mistakes.  I still love the life of Christ.  It is just that I am not sure there is a God now, so... the Dalai Lama is also very much like Christ... anyway.  We did do Easter Bunny.  I did the typical scavenger hunt for Asher to find his basket (which he REALLY REALLY loved this year).



At the suggestion of a good friend, I made the most incredible EVER chicken curry, rice and naan for our Easter dinner.


Easter week/weekend was very nice.  Lots of time spent doing good things that left me inspired and invigorated.



1 comment:

Jenni Holzhauer said...

My husband left the church when he was 18. He is 26 now. I brought him with me to an Assembly of God church because I knew that it wouldn't remind him of LDS "church" at all. And he found that the real true Jesus isn't anything like the mormon Jesus...I am glad you are out of the cult. Seek God and you will find Him. Not the weird, religious zealot that is the LDS "god". We have gone to a few weddings in Lutheran churches and Catholic churches and he has struggled because they have a similar feel to the inside of the mormon ward buildings, especially the lutheran churches. Poor guy. I enjoy reading your blog. I found you through twitter. I have wanted to tweet back, but I have some snoopy in laws and they would see, and I don't want to deal with a war at the moment. Beautiful family! Many blessings to you and yours!