Sunday, February 24, 2013

Things going on


This is a picture of a gift a friend of mine got me.  I got these from a good, kind person who asked me "are your shoes too big for you?"  Yes, yes they were.  I got them at a consignment sale 4 years ago for $5.  They were 3 sizes too big, but giant fuzzy socks made them only slightly too big.  Now I need new socks though because wearing them with shoes the right size hurts! That is a good problem.




Not a whole lot new- Asher is learning to write his name, he loves it as long as it is only a couple times at a time.  He wants to look up roller coasters EVERY.DAY.  If he talks to you, I guarantee that roller coasters will come up.  He is obsessed :-D



Valere is here every weekend still, and begs me to come visit her or pick her up on week days too.  We have a court date in April about this.  I really hate it.  Court scares me like nothing else, but her happiness and well-being is at stake.


I am exploring religion and trying to figure things out- figure out what I love, trust... try to figure out how/if emotions and feelings should fit into that.  I do not trust my feelings any more.  I have been seriously hurt by going on my feelings several times.  I am trying to prevent future heartache, but that is a very hard thing to navigate.  I feel hopeful, but a little gun-shy about this all.





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