From Sunday- Today

First things first. No, I am not gay.

 No I am not bisexual. 

 I am compassionate.

 Had to get that out of the way. WOW, the questions. It kind of cracks me up, then... it just makes me really kind of sad. So... Sunday, I was really exhausted.  I had not slept in 2 nights, and you know how after you have had a deep-tissue massage, how just utterly exhausted you are? I have even cried at 2 (all 2 that I have had) of them.  "They" say you store memories and tension in your muscles and that relieving that tension relieves the emotions stored there. I never would have  believed it had I not had a massage.  Sure wasn't expecting THAT to happen, but it did.  It was the exact same feeling after the conference Saturday.  In fact, it happened after I ate some food. Suddenly, I was just... done.  I had a headache, felt like I was going to throw up, I was cried out, stooped-over out, and just... spent.  I hate that word, but that is what I was.

Sunday, I had the same headache (same for Monday too), but I was determined to spend a lot of time with Asher since I had been gone all day Saturday.  I did get to scoop him up, rock back and forth with him leaning into my chest, and give him lots of hugs and kisses before I rushed up, but he was asleep when I got back at 11.

So, Sunday was our day.

Here, Prince Asher has been captured by Captain Hook and MOMMY is about to save him

This is Asher in his handsome church clothes

Asher loves to ring the doorbell and have me answer the door.  He loves it very, very much...

Asher and I had a great Sunday, complete with making dinner, brownies and tons of games involving counting, building, making shapes, walking the dog and playing.  It rained all day Sunday and Monday, but today, a glorious (but coldish) day.

Monday, I spent several hours putting this page together.  I will be making a webpage soon (I hope to get my brother's expertise on that).  I have to make this business work.  I love photography so, so much.  I realize every single day when I am driving- something that would be a great photo.  I also think very lowly of myself, so I keep second guessing, but it felt right making my facebook business page yesterday, then today, my photo was in a national publication, and that was after 2 students in my office saw some pictures I took and asked who the photographer was... I am all about "Signs" and those seem pretty good to me.  Anyway.  I will make a real "go" of this.

Backlit fern from Katy with a glorious sunset behind it

Matt is crazy.  Asher wants to help with EVERYTHING interesting.  Mowing the lawn is no exception.  Mowing the hill was a trip to watch.  Asher said "rollercoaster!"

Look at that sunset.