I am so glad that we are finally getting into a "routine" in terms of school and work. I have honestly been dreading "going back" all summer long because of my nervousness, but so far, so good.
I will say this though, the pain levels I am experiencing are the worst ever. I did not sleep at ALL last night with all the muscular and stomach pain. I seriously thought I might need to go to the hospital, then I thought, "NO! I dont get health insurance until Sept. 1" as such, I sure did load up on the health and life insurance in the benefits office today. Feeling like this just from working is not normal.
Anyway. I miss Asher so much. I feel so so sorry for him because he only gets to see me after 6. It kind of makes me want to scream, but it is what it is. No. More. Babies though. I can not do this knowingly to another one.
Asher looked at me through the storm door today for so long without a smile when I walked up this evening. I was so sad! Then I opened the door and he smiled and said "mmoommmaa!" That was nice.
Valerie really had a good day at school. I think 8th grade is going to be fine. She is really social and that will work to her benefit.
I have a(nother!) long day tomorrow. Tomorrow is the departmental meeting. I am already dragging, but I s'pose I will get through.
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